I have been feeling very bitter and angry, knowing that I’m always almost there but not quite there- getting a B for lit instead of an A, being near the top but not the top scorer…and therefore feeling so bitter at my classmate that did… I feel ashamed that I am so bitter and frustrated.

I think I will just harness this anger and bitterness to make me work harder. Afterall, i am ruled more by emotions, and only they too can stoke the flame of my ambition.

Because getting close to being the top but not being there… is worse than experiencing failure.been there for mun, academics… Everything, and I hate it